how sucky can my promo results be? i really wondered how.. got back physics, math and gp today. ha! two "O"s already and i am sure there's more to come. had a real good cry till eyes swollen. sigh. i dont know. why cant i seem to do well? it's not as if i didnt study. oh yes. and i studied harder for promos than mid yrs. but the results? worse! =( prepared to go see principal already. just a matter of how terrible i am going to do for chem and econs. maybe i made a wrong choice going back to vj. maybe it was because i didnt put in enough effort in my studies. arghh! RE PAPERS!!! struck me during physics lecture just now. maybe i should consider going to poly instead if i cant promote. that is of course my last resort.
spoilt my day totally. didnt even have the mood to do anything. ha. but looking at my gp grades, i felt kind of relieved that i passed. why cant gp be an "A" level sub? sigh. guess it's time to focus on pw and just go to sleep. thinking about my horrible grades, it'll just affect me more. i feel as though everything is going against me. i am not the only one feeling this way. cheer up roach! we're both in the same boat.. i'm sure our first E will come soon.. trusting in God that He gives what we deserve.. He never fails.
hope tomorrow will be one of better news instead.. hah. 62 has already set up an R paper gang.. we'll study hard together and do well for our R papers.. =)
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