felt refreshed after my sleep today.first time since the past five weeks. spent my whole day baking today.. so fun! =) chocolate brownies and cookies.... yummy! had been a long time since i last baked. about ten months. felt that i dont really have the time to do things that i enjoy now.. especially after starting jc life. in short. hectic but fun! really get to try many new things.. and meet more pple. i missed my ex classmates. missed those days. wonderful things can never last forever. but i'm glad that i've been given a chance to experience all those happening things in school.. thankful for all the precious friendships that i made. everything..

fond thoughts of how i had spent this year. especially in co. we trained hard. i'll nv forget all those late practices into the night.. how everyone will be lamenting on the number of practices that we had.. how much we dislike playing the two pieces again. over and over again. and having to go back on labour day for our last practice before syf. all the pain, the joy, the fun that we shared together is definitely something that i'll nv forget. still remembered i had fear of playing bar 17 of the set piece. C B A G E on the C major scale. afraid that i might spoil the piece if i played out of tune during syf. but on stage that day, our conductor, mr quek was smiling at me and my senior, nathalie after we played. Relieved.. our syf. it was the best performance that we had given. we brought music. with passion. with feelings to the audience. the result.. GOLD. overflow of sadness among us. first time i teared cos of a competition.. seemed unfair. cos we didnt get to perform at esplanade and didnt get what we wanted. but we managed to prove ourselves in our concert, infusia 2005. we rocked the whole house. it was our esplanade performance. our pride. =) though we didnt get honours, the process, the bonds which were created among everyone was more important.. i love co more than ever. my love for music growing within me.. burning. thanks to everyone who made it possible! esp my section. XYZ rocks! =)

it was then which makes me realise that life can never be fair.. but God is good. He is always here to provide for us.. to advocate.. trust in Him wholely and everything will go fine..