borrrring day!

friday! weekend is here. why do i feel so bored? yes. it wasnt a really good day.. was pissed by someone early this morning. oh well. shouldnt go into details. if not i'll upset myself again. ha! practically went to school for about one period of gp and physics each. slacked around in school till two for a drug discovery talk. it was quite interesting actually, but guessed cos i dont take biology so there's some stuff which i couldnt catch.. about finding a cure on the HIV/AIDS virus. interesting!
was thinking through about some stuff now that i have more time. i'm quite disturbed by my classmates.. sometimes it's just so difficult to tell people what you think they should do. they'll just be thinking "what has it got to do with you? i dont even care. why should you?" it's because they are my friends, that's why i am worried for them. if they are not close to me, will i even bother? in the end i'll just be labelled as "busybody". i am not the only one who feels this way.. some of my other classmates share the same thoughts too. but what can we possibly do to help? they wont even help themselves.. what more can we do?
it's just so unhealthy that some people are ignorant about themselves. finding faults with others before looking at their own behaviour. well, i cant say that i do everything after going through much thoughts. in fact, i am a person who will make impulse decisions at times. but at least, when i know something is of utmost importance, i'll spend time thinking through and analysing what i want before i embark on doing, ensuring that i wont regret in future.
sigh. sometimes i really wonder if they even know that there are others who are worried for them. looking at their "hack care" attitude, i am at a loss for words.. i admit that i didnt put in much effort to talk to them.. partly my fault as a friend. sometimes even going to the extent that i try to block myself from seeing what is happening around me.. self deception. both on them and me and maybe some of their closer friends. i know there is a way to overcome it. keeping them in prayer that they'll realise their mistakes and carry on from here. it's never too late to help. Pray that a whole shower of love and goodwill will be heaped upon them. "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear." Psalm 46 Amen.