week end.

its finally the end of the week! and hopefully everything unlucky will come to an end too. it feels so long. yet i have gone through each unfortunate day smoothly and at the end of it, everything will turn out fine. alittle too optimistic but i am really damn tired of whats happening around me. like kangjie said, whatever happens life still goes on so make the best out of the worst so you will feel better at the end of it all. haha. i am lucky and thankful to have such a good friend around. =)

hm the worst was last night. didnt really help when i was scolded by my mother for spraining my ankle and i was in such a lousy mood too. how does it feel to be pushed around? that was the exact feeling i had last night. lucky i was tired enough not to cry myself to sleep. haha. felt much better after crying and talking to honwei so yea, i am fine! am i acting too strong at times? those vulnerable moments during times of breaking down do help a little to keep my mind calm. at least for the moment i do not need to be bothered about how others will judge me and i can truly be myself. i am beginning to discover the complexity within me. how often will we be able to tell others what we really feel? hahaha.

jason mraz's i'm yours is a nice song. 'Look into your heart and you'll find love love love' i like the lyrics. totally represent what i've always wanted to tell someone. heh. dedicate this song to my dearest ss! please dont ever ask me that question again k? my answer will never change. and it is because of you. i'm sorry if i havent been understanding enough and sad over whatever you asked but deep inside me, nothing will change my mind k?

woah! what word can i use to describe what i feel at the end of the week? relieved. for all that happened would all be countered by whatever good things which will be coming along the way. hahaha, i am starting to develop a fetish for pretty furniture!