sigh. i hate my life now. it's DAMN BORING! there're so many things i want to do but i cant do cos of the inflexible schedule i have the whole week. today's the 8th of the month again. nothing special every time. not like i am looking forward to it but it just show me how time flies. nearly a yr. and it seems just like yesterday. =( anyway i hope june will be a memorable month. =)
I SEEM UNMOTIVATED FOR EVERYTHING! =( and where is my ntu letter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i made a decision which i dont know if i will regret. hopefully all my troubles will end tmr onwards. if not i will need to find someone's ears to scream into. haha. thanks to those who listened to me the past few days.
jessica was telling me if i have noticed that we are always complaining how life is so horrible and the many many problems that we have now. school life seemed so carefree and distant. i wished i was back in school. missed all the mini bonding sessions when we skipped lessons to play bridge and dai dee. missed the days when we would slack outside after exams. although i dont really feel very attached to vjc, i loved the feeling when all of us were still together and of cos times in co. I EVEN MISSED STUDYING!
everyone seems so busy with their lives now that i feel all the past friendships that were forged would never be the same anymore. guys busy with their army stuff and the measly sats-suns bookouts are not sufficient at all while the girls are all busy with work, holidaying or preparing for uni life. it's pretty difficult to accomodate everyone's schedule cos everytime last min things will crop up. i cant say i am always available since weekends are precious commodities to me especially now but i will still make time for some dears. =)
blades of glory anyone?! =))
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