Friday, March 17, 2006

unmotivated

people have been telling me that i am ALWAYS TOO TRUSTING and GULLIBLE! and they laugh at me because i am stupid enough to actually believe some nonsense that people like jinhao and jeffrey commented andended up being so worried. wahaha. i am such an idiot! i'll try my best to become CLEVERER in future!

argh! holidays are going to be over SOON!! havent been doing my work for the past few days because there was intensive practices for co. i didnt really achieve much for those practices partly because i had cuts on two fingers on my left hand and pressing on the strings hurt! *ouch* i was too lazy to practise too!! the past three days were still alright even though practices were ultimatley from morning till evening.. oh wells. for the sake of our coming concert in may.. all the practs are worth it!! and this year it will not be combined with strings!! =)) k la. infusia was quite nice only for the combined pieces. =)
the year ones in XYZ are almost all so pro!! cant stand them! and they are so hardworking that they go home and practise eevryday!? how can anyone still have the strength to move thier fingers and hands when it is like so damn late when reached home!? and they insist that they are not good at all!? so humble!! especially yonghong who is in SYCO! so irritating when he said that he couldnt play but i can hear him play! hahaha. or maybe i am just hallucinating..

i need to get my motivation to study!! anyone please force me or remind me to do my work when i am slacking my way through online k! thanks so much!! piles and piles of undone tutorials and TYS!! omg! i dread year 2 life! sometimes i just dont seem to have the mood to study or do my work. help me please someone?

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