i dont know why i am getting so easily irritable recently.. there's too much things happening and i am not in good control of them. this year is not a wonderful year to start out with.. academics, my work and even spiritually... finding myself questioning fundamental beliefs. thoughts of why i am praying, what i am praying for. it seems as though i am doing it for the sake of just getting it done. me of little faith! hah.
i know how some of my friends feel now. even though i may not be able to empathise with the problems that they are facing, i know what they are going through.. now i understand why it is so easy for people to backslide and losing His love. especially when circumstances arise and they do not see much help from people around, becoming disheartened..
what i want is putting my heart in trusting and loving and having faith in Him for He knows our hearts and make it possible for us to have new hearts, out of which every good work is possible. Amen.
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