empty.

fill up the emptiness within me. it's intolerable, i cant concentrate on studying. no idea why i'm feeling this way + sudden lack of motivation after putting a yr of hard work. haha, its scary how reality works, 6 months before graduation, everything seems to be darker as days go by. mixed feelings of the end of student life soon, maybe thats why i am slacking so much this time. there're so many things on my mind everyday, i cant focus even just for 3 hours.oddly enough, i dont feel the sense of urgency like i used to which signifies a bad sign. i shall turn to sleep for a temporary solution right now. haha.