does anyone feel the urge to just sit down and stone the entire day and be soaked in a continuous stream of dreams? these two days, i've been daydreaming without any specific goals at all. now when i am alone, it suddenly hits me how scary it could be for when everything around me vanishes in a split moment. i feel like there's something missing in some part of my life now. when i am at work, my mind will subconsciously drift to having some people around me who used to accompany me through the day. even simple web messaging will make me think that i am still living in past images and one day, if nobody messages me at all, i think i am going to feel terrible.
or maybe, i just cant stand being alone for a long period of time. virtual worlds can make me feel so connected to people i like. seems like i am really going to cry if there's no such inventions at all. haha.
been feeling rather tired and restless recently without any idea why. maybe its due to draining all my energy up shopping and eating in taiwan for the past wk. when dreams end, reality starts again and its back to the usual. its the same when school starts in about a month, i will turn all emotional again due to all those stupid bidding and timetable. so fast i am seeing PFM year 3 on emails sent to nus webmail. 3 semesters left in nus. maybe its time to do something which will have an impact on my varsity life.
dont know why, feeling sort of emotional lately. even most minor things can make me feel upset. wont think so much already. its time to catch up on my beauty sleep. goodnight to all my bears bears :)
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