EXAMS!??

two down and more coming the way. haha. traumatised by econ yesterday and math today. how wonderful! approximately 40 marks blank! haha. i see history repeating itself AGAIN! anyway it doesnt really matter. cos A levels is all that counts! wahaha. i am damn optimistic. lol.

i had a super wierd dream last sunday. about my and my friends trying to cheat in our german exam. haha. come to think of it. it has been such a long time since we last sat in one of the classrooms in MOELC. we did resorted to cheating back then for class tests. haha. even though i still didnt do very well but still manageable. i wished for those days to come by again. i missed my german class G4D. thinking back i thought i was really quite stupid to ask for a transfer to the worst class in the level where ultimately only 6 people will turn out for lesson even though it was a class of 25.
Herr Anwar was such a nice teacher even though sometimes he would lose his temper when we dont understand what he said after many repeats. he used to give us one to one sessions when we prepared for oral. He's so nice that he would even sacrifice his holidays to give us extra lessons before O levels. i still remembered that two days where there were only me, jason, sze wing and edwin present. he still went through things with us slowly till we understand. and he's very encouraging! always tell us that we can pass with better results for Os cos no failures have ever occurred in the german dept! thinking back, the 4 of us, arthur and nikita would always complain that he make us converse in german with him. he's always so patient with us! never once has he scolded us for not being punctual or for not bringing our texts. we would only have our dictionaries with us!! haha. i guessed it was a pity that we didnt manage to take a class picture with him then.. partly because the other classmates will never come. hah!
i've always wanted to make a trip down to moelc to visit him but we are his last batch of students cos after us he retired off his post as hod. sometimes i find what he said very true. that we will not put in our best to learn cos lessons are provided free by the moe. if we were to be given a chance like him to master german in a german university in only HALF a year, we would definitely do our very best so as not to disappoint ourselves and anyone who has hopes on us.

so, this is why failing common tests dont really matter now. cos what is most important is what we get in the end. those crappy results will spur us to work harder so as not to disappoint anyone. haha. got to study chem le. lol.