a nearing end

this term passes so quickly. with all those intensive practices and piles of work. i'm happy, yet at the same time, sad. i've been quite emotional these days but i'm not even sure of the reasons why.
so many nice movies being screened these two months. i wanna watch the da vinci code. in case anyone says that it is against my belief, i want to go for it because i feel that it is a movie worth watching. doubt that my faith is so easily shaken by the plot since i see it as just a movie which has real good graphics and stuff. then again, nobody controls what you think isnt it?

i wanna set myself out to real mugging but i cant seem to be able to do so now. hopeless freak! haha. i just hope that i wont screw up my common tests 2 like last year. it's quite scary to even have the thought of failing and having to repeat a year. this occurred to me just now as i was shopping with my friends in tampines mall where i met a senior. it's quite a shock because he used to be quite good in his studies back in secondary school.
on my way to TM today on bus 31. passed the stop at tanah merah station and saw so many AHS students waiting at the stop. reminded me of those days back in ahs where we would rush down to the mrt straight after school and head down for lunch. i missed those days where 4c had so much fun back then. where everyone would play hard and study hard when the crucial time came. i missed climbing up the hill everyday. haha. train fitness!!
comparing to life in vjc now, it is so much different. even though i like my class, things are not the same as that in 4c. there is not many close attachments to people in class except a few. it may be because the time that we get to spend with one another is lesser and we are not expected to spend time with one another outside school due to different commitments. in any case, i do enjoy jc life! thanks to my classmates and co friends! =)

sometimes people comment that life is unfair. it all depends on how you perceive each situation. what i am firm about is that if you never give anything a try, you will never be able to achieve it AT ALL. for once i feel that if you set your mind on doing something, it has to persevere till the end. dont ever give up just because you think that there is no chance for you at all cos in the end you might regret your initial decision. it may be true that some things are better to be kept to oneself but think again, do you really want it the way it is now? will you feel miserable because you dont allow yourself to be heard? what i am trying to bring across is that everyone is given a fair opportunity for everything, just whether you grab hold of it or simply let it slip away. so do give everything a thought before coming up with a final decision!!
p.s. this is to someone close. hope it helps. =)