emotionless?

gerald commented that i looked sad yesterday. karen and julie said i'm nuts today. wonder what is happening to me? i'm in serious doubts when people asked if i'm alright and my answer will always be " yes, i am." there arent much thoughts about it at that point in time. it was just a standard answer that everyone is capable of giving.
sometimes i feel so empty deep down. even though i know there're people around me who cares. it's not easy to share things sometimes. perhaps till the extent that some might think that we are drifting apart. it's not that i am not talking to you because i dont wish to get closer to you compared to before. it's definitely not easy for me to start talking out of a sudden. i hope you understand..

"things are always simple" quoted from someone close. well, things are simple but whether you see it as simple or not is another problem. complication of matters and deep thoughts contribute to larger problems. people tend to choose the route of escapism. however, it does not work all the time. ignorance is never easy though. how can anyone choose not to think about anything that happened and go on with life? i'm sorry for troubling you all the time. hope you wont mind. so sorry that we nearly ended up with a quarrel that night.. i know you want to help but sometimes things are never as easy as you think. we always have to consider another person's feelings before carrying them out. really hope the next time we talk it'll be something happier! =)
really tired of those things that revolve around me. at times, i really feel like giving up but comparing to others, those i am facing are so NEGLIGIBLE!
enough said. time to study. sigh! and there'll be co pract tmr! argh.