music is medicine for the soul. agree with this statement. to me, music is already part of my life. i cant say totally that it is my passion.. or rather.. sometimes music is a form of escapism for me.. especially when i am feeling down.. indulging in the world of music is simply heavenly... it takes away all my screwed up emotions.. i'm always overly sensitive to things around me. is it supposed to be good if you happen to know almost everything? maybe to some people it is. definitely not true for me though. pressed up feelings in my heart.. i dont know who to pour them out to..
complex person i am, i dont think even my best friends know me well.. even my parents.. why do they not try to understand me? it's so frustrating when you try to speak to them and they just tell you that they understand.. WHAT ON EARTH DO YOU UNDRSTAND?? nobody seems to detect anything when i am not feeling well... until i tell them how i feel. so what? does it mean that my feelings will be left to be manifested if i dont make known my thoughts?
i hate it when people blame me for nothing or ignore me.. does it mean that i have to keep you entertained even when i am tired? hello there! i dont care about what you feel ok? i am not obliged to make you happy...get that fact right! oh well. i need a break!! sigh.
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